I am like the many feathers of the Raven, for I have fallen

2004-12-18T03:28:00.000Z

Life.. N' stuff.....

Well I'm back on the grid. Plugged and active.. Or as good as. I have passed all requirements from the school....Barely. But that's ok.. Now I can´t sleep and can only work at 4 in the morning.... I don´t recommend it....

Love is a funny thing.... It creeps up on you when you have accepted that you aren't going to experience it.... But then you do.. If you haven't figured it out (I didn´t) then I have now a beautiful girlfriend who is funny, charming and smart. I don't deserve this.... But I enjoy it all the same.

I have one thing to do ... Get my drawing lessons in order.. I will begin hopefully on Sunday... I will begin by practice drawing heads and then when I have gotten back in gear I will go full throttle drawing body and anatomy.... I have to get good if my animated movie idea and animated series idea are suppose to become a reality... But that means less time on the net and on the computer. I whish I could rid me off this one addiction that has followed me from grammar school... When I think off it.. I can.... ( HAH You WISH (inner monologue)

well... gtg..... Life beacons.. But if The mind is willing then I will blogg again soon....

(I wish someone would ask me to read tarot cards for them (amaturish))

Agust Þ. (life n´kicking)

2004-09-28T23:32:00.000Z

SKEMMTI VIKA!!

Ég hef haft magnaða viku... Ég var glaður alla vikun með smá súld en hey.. ekkert er fullkomið (heimspekinn kemur sterk inn)

ÉG hef gert svo margt.. veit ekki hvar á að byrja... Ég var glaður ég hitti fólk, ég var glaður.. ég fót í WorldClass ég var glaður..

EN ekkert endist að eilífu og nokkrir 6 ára pollar eyðulögðu góða skaps vikuna á föstudegi... en ég náði mér strax svo það var ekkert... svo var helgin eyðilögð af forlögunum þegar móðir frænda míns dó... það var leiðinlegt og það + Sims 2 gerðu það að verkum að ég hef ekki fengið meira en 5 tíma svefn yfir hlegina.. svo þessi vika verður þreitt vika... en hey við lifum við það :)

Ég er á því að taka Porter stöðuna hafi verið það besta sem ég hef gert.. ég elska stjórnunar hlutverk og plönun, það sem ég dreymdi um sem ungur uppvaxtar gaur var að verða General yfir her..., svo ég fékk mér Tiberian Sun og var ánægður :)

Allavega TAROT spádómur : Ég hef misst heiður og get ég bara fengið hann aftur með því að tala við sérstaka manneskju... Ég mun aldrei hafa tæki færi á að koma upp kinnum við gamla ást.... flottur spádómur´, ég er mjög hreikinn... ef þið "einhverjir" lesendur viljið lesa um fleiri Tarot lestra bara að commenta og It may be done....get bara gert létta eins og er so.. ef þið trúið á hið yfirnáttúrulega bara spyraj og fáið svör.... 100% Amaturist!! :)

Allavega morgundagur á morgunn og líf að lifa...hver veit hvað gerist kannski geta spilinn sagt til um það.....

Imperial Porter

Ágúst Þorvaldsson

2004-09-21T23:56:00.000Z

IM BACK

Jæja nú er ég kominn aftur Skæðari enn nokkru sinni fyrr. Ég kem kátur og glaður úr vinnuni inn í skólann. Ég hef fundið út að ég er á seinasta ári í BESTA skóla heims og hef sett mér að gera allt sem hægt er í menntaskóla.. samt innan velsemdar marka :P

Hef ég útvegað mér nýja hæfileika. Kann ég nú að mixa #Sex on the Beach# (sem ég gerði víst of ákaft fyrir busaballið), kann að brosa af hlutunum og ekki vera jafn stressaður og áður (hey shit happen) og nú er ég að byrja að segja frá nútið framtíð og þátíð... Mér var gefið Tarot stokk og bók... hef ég verið að dútla með venjulegan spilastokk sem gaf ekki mikið af sér (virkar bara með já og nei sp) en hafði samt áhugaverð svör (yes mossi I know... dont worry it will be ok... I can see it :P)

Ég fór til Englands... þar gerðist næstum allt sem gat gerst... English Taxi CAb, Indi Cab, Pick pocket marking, Fight picking og að vera bannað að fá mér bjór... :(

Nú er lag að hafa það gott. Gera það sem gera þarf og brosa ... því ánægjan er kominn í heiðardalinn.. :)

have fun

2004-06-06T03:06:00.000Z

Life.. :)

For the first time in a long time I'm happy...
the sun is shining while I hide in the shadows.. The birds are singing carrying the fleas that bite my face while I sleep..

and still.... I'm happy.....

The retake tests are finished.. I passed.. I get to go to fourth and last grade in my collage... This is good...

On Monday I will maybe go to work.. This is great.. Net week I will maybe be able to start martial training every day of the working week after work.. This is more than great, tomorrow I will maybe get a new bookcase that is the greatest..

I can hang out with my friends with out thinking about tests, grades and other bad things, I have time to draw, I have time to slack around.. And I like it..

Tomorrow is a beautiful day with many tragedies.. But I don't care for there are many more interesting things taking place....

have a great and wonderful summer.. For I will ...

Agust Smile face

2004-05-27T12:05:00.000Z

Hulky anger!

My idiot for a brother has the annoying flaw to know exeacly (cant write that word. Sorry) what to do to get me very very angry.. IN fact I turned green and walked around throwing things and hitting stuff.. Which I don't make a habit..

For example.. He deleted the only games on this computer that I'm remotely interested in
just so HE can have space for his lousy music and Pirates of the caibbian game... Which to my knowledge SUCKS!!!!

this is a situation I whish no one to wake up to in the middle of a retake tests reading.. That's right... I failed in two tests.. I didn't want to but.. Well German wasn't my thing anyway.

Now I have to go and look for a shovel and a handy place to bury my brother..

Agust "very AnGrY!!!!!"

2004-05-23T01:47:00.000Z

I'm feeling hollow...

school is over.. jibbi.. Now what am I suppose to do? Now I won't meet people every day that I can annoy... Or have a interesting conversation with.. No more catan for 3 months.. No more watching beautifull girls when I have nothing to do.. I thought I would never say this but I want to go to school. Now I actually have to go to work, with smelly guys, doing something called labor work.. But on the other hand. I will be able to work out. Which is a good thing. I have dug out little weight tools, thingy.. That I can use.. Also I'm going to do try to get my life in order over the summer months.. I think that's a great idea. I think I'm going to fail miserably..

I met some people at the final ball... It was fun I and some of my friends got very drunk and stuff... I have once been that drunk......

One thing that has happened is that I'm getting more depressed.. Which is bad. What am I suppose to do.. I feel all empty and stuff and bulky but to my information I'm very very skinny... Which doesn't add up because I'm eating regularly and much... Weight is a funny thing.. I blame ads.. All those skinny models... I think they are getting to me.. :( Ill need to do something about that...

I seriously need to go out more.. I'm molding over here where I am.. Or something.. I feel like no one special and stuff... Like a npc, Mook, background Pearson what ever.. Someone that things generally don't happen to except if its to show how dramatic the scene is... For you concerned out there I know life isn't a TV show.. Its just a metaphor for my life.. Or how I'm feeling...:Þ

will I ever become happy?Or have I lost the last train to life?
only time will tell..

Agust "the fallen feather" unhappy :(

2004-05-09T00:12:00.000Z

Why I go out of bed in the morning?.. To go back in bed in the evening...

Now I blogg... Why you ask.. Well because I lost my sanity or what was left of it in the last German test. I have nothing to say but I need to blogg....blogg blogg blogg blogg the hog....It could be a short story by a insane sane man..

Now I am in pickle... I am depressed.. Very... And so What shall I do.. I tried shopping spree.. Now proud owner of 3 new pants...... I still don't see the point with buying clothes though....

hope you enjoy
Natas.

2004-05-04T23:40:00.000Z

Sad :(

For some reason I'm sad, It could be the tests, it could be the 11th toe... Or that I got a sore eye... 2 of those issues I can solve with a fork... No I think the main point is the lack of Martial training.. For months now I have been unable (for numerous reasons ) to go to my AIKIDO classes... That has had a serious impact on my mental and physical state... I seem unable to get into that state of mind that I get into when practicing.... Its something I need to get through the day.. One thing that makes me unable to get to that state of mind is a trategy in the family..... But I don't want to dwell on that.

Life is strange.. I can deal with that... Emotions are strange.. Trying to deal with that..... The universe who constantly mocks and plays with us... Cant stand that... I feel like we are a part of a big teenage TV show... Its silly but its there..... The drama the plots the characters.. Its like god was bored and thought... Hey nothing better to do so lets direct... heh??? And Lucifer his once loyal servant looked up to his master and said... Oh yes my lord anything for you.. Sire.... Its strange that people think that god punished Lucifer... Well He did obviously but what he did was give him what he wanted... A kingdom.. Maybe not what L. Was going for but at least something... Does it say anywhere that hell did not exist before Lucifer? Maybe God thought that if he gave L. A leniency over hell he could make him and his other children happy... Sorry I'm not trying to defend the ultimate liar.. It just. I think that god Is good in all his doings and that all things happen for a reason.. It might be good it might be bad... Balance... But above all there is a plot.. And we follow that plot whether we like to or not.. Well that what I think.. I might be wrong... Or I am wrong... But that's what I think at the moment....

anyways.. What should I talk about..... I Dunne... Ultimately I'm sad and I wish I could fix that...

Its deep cut..
one That scars my heart
hopes.... Dreams
leek there out in rivers...
and tears... Full of thoughts..
I might not see you ever
...ever....
......Again...

Agust "the Moose"

2004-04-30T23:49:00.000Z

Advise: never use your brain, nothing good can come of it (trust me on this I have tried)

Future bloggers take heed. Never Never write about your typical day.. Except if you blow it out of proportions and it includes furry animals... Also have a counter for if you do not you will gnaw all 11 nails off, because you don't know how many are reading your posts.. I have done so already and have begun on the 12th..... Please people show mercy on a lazy blogger and send one post if you read this regulary.. I need to know for I'm paranoid.. I mean only Mossi comments and that's because I stand behind him with a red hot poker...

Also I am against people who are against violence in media.. I mean what about us that find violence funny... And amusing... It doesn't make us evil ... Just psychotic and bloodthirsty...... I mean I have only killed two mooks and I will reload after 3 more... Honest.... (you who are about to alert the police this is a lie.. I do that sometimes.... Or do I????)

I have noticed that this post makes as much sense as Charles Mansons speech..That's because I have nothing to say.. And am to afraid to write about the stuff I'm thinking about.. Which is the the girl... How is it that when you like someone and want to talk to her (him if you are a girl or a homosexual) then your heart threatens to explode?? I mean isn't that counter productive from natures point of view? I dunno... Also why is it hard to talk about feelings.. I guess it impolite... But on the other hand its easy to write about it... I just don't want to have to think about the same stuff I did last summer... It was hard enough....Also I would like to have no emotions because they get me into trouble and that makes people take notice and misunderstand what I say and then I go into system and then other people notice and then I just stop and run away and scream like a little school girl....

I told my mind again didn't I???? Oh well. Anyway... I hope this blogg doesn't turn into me talking about my feelings.. It would really really destroy me mentally.....

also.. I got a sore eye.. It hurts.. Feel for me.. :(

that's all for now..
Agust (Natas is out right now) the fallen feather

2004-04-27T23:10:00.000Z

The alarm clock dies tonight

I hate my alarm clock and despise the world in general. Today I was lost in my home country, in my capital, in my school, in my brain in my imagination which is very good... It began with my alarm clock that woke me up with the beep that I despise today.. I will not despise it tomorrow but today it was enough to ruin my day. Anyway my wrathful hand swept over my bedroom table and punished all the junk that was protecting the clock from execution. After the infidels had been dealt with I begun struggling with the clock. I found out that there are three buttons on top of the clock that do nothing if not heighten the agonizing sounds coming from the clock. I finally got the better of the clock after 2-3 minutes of banging cursing and other nasty things not intended for the faint hearted.

Now. The clock had been dealt with I thought.. Why not go back to sleep. But the clock had fouled me again for it had woken the most terrible creator. MOM gazed (look at the amazing display of words brought to you by my English class) at me through the door of my room and I knew that though the battle had been won the war had been lost....

now in school. The cave man stirred and Reeked Havoc over all other mental thingies. So I walked around aimlessly like a npc in a lousy RPG game.. It was a horrible experience and I never want to become a lousy game character again.
in School the most full conversation was with 4 five year old boys.. And they didn't even say much as repeating themselves over and over again.
I wish I had a parrot the I could hold a conversation with forever.. Or until he died out of boredom.

after school I went out and jogged with my friend.. And exercised.. I don't know what's happening but I blame my healthfreak friend.. Which is in a very good shape...

I wish I knew how many visit this site.. And who they were.. Or at least some of them.. Maybe they are forgotten sopeopera stars.... Or famous people.. I don't know... But I guess they know....How would you feel if a famous Pearson would read your site...? I mean they are normal people, they aren't saints.. Or sinners.. They are normal people.. I wonder when did the bards and jesters become more power full then the lords and kings?? (if any famous people read this then you are are under the bards not the jesters..(always play safe))

now its midnight... School tomorrow.. Few hours to a execution... Certain someone should know the clock is ticking.. And not for long... WAAHAHAHHAA.. whooohoo I need sleep...

take care say your prays and don't let people let you down.... Does this make sense to you???
Natas (the fallen feather)

2004-04-23T15:03:00.000Z

I have obsessive self destruction urges....

Well it seems that I have underestimated the power of spamming, And so Is forced to reveal a poem that I wrote one morning... And so with out further ado, I give you the poem.....

Ó fagra fljóð er hjartað mitt særðir
Svo úr því flæðir ást hin æðri,
Augun mín tjá þann söknuð er hrjáir.
Sál þá er umfram allt þig þráir..

For some reason everybody have stopped making poems like this and started something fancy pancy like:

Oh I fall, for I fall.. oh the falling..
Im not much for such poems, maybe becouse I cant make any....

on another note. Two days ago We had a election In our school.. it seems that peoplr dont trust me for a wast media like the school paper for I only got 108 votes.. while the outstanding winners got 248.. I look forward to see how they are going to have it next winter...

after the election some of the people went to a very horrible bar/place/dump. Very few people showed up, anyway the thing is that a Norse guy sat down beside me and began a conversation... It would have been ok if he wasnt triing to hit on me at the same time... He was practicly in my face and I had to use every tactic I could to keep myself in the sofa we where on with out hinting in anyway taht I was of that sexuality... anyway I asked him to move a little bit so I could hold some of my personal space( and dignity). My friend found this amusing which I do not.. I would wish I got more attention from girls then homo-sexual guys... sorry guys...
please do not send me hate mail or do fun at me.. My ego will not handel it....

afsakið stafsetninguna lagfæringar forritið dó á mig
NaTaS

2004-04-18T23:50:00.000Z

Hurtful dilemma....

sometimes I wonder why I'm doing this to myself... Its not like anyone is reading this... But at least it keeps my head on my shoulders.

I have been looking at my belly.. Because its growing huge.. Which cant be right because I'm only about 78kg so I will have to find out who has been slipping me acid in my drinks... I bet it was that squirrel...

another thing.. Someone is saying some mean things about my friends.. Not that they are something bad but they are just untrue if used over that guy... And there for could be (and are) taken as offensive..
I hope those guys will never have to be used as test dummies and tested on beserk grizzly bears all though they deserve that.....

I wrote a poem.... Its a poem about love... And feelings.. And a lot of other Romantic stuff that nobody cares about at this age of erotic and pervertism... If I get 5 replies I will post it but else I will not see the point... Its on Icelandic so it wont have any effect on English reading folks..

and of course Wote for Agust in Frettapetur...

NaTas (the fallen feather)

2004-04-14T16:33:00.000Z

Socially deprived blackhole

today I woke up at 6:45 Sharp.. With out my alarm clock... This is strange because I normally don't do that.... Also I had a giant primitive man walking around my head all morning ready to show his manliness... ofcourse I did not agree... But now I know how monkeys feel...

I have a strange urge now to get myself into a great physical condition.. I guess I'm affected by the healthiness virus that My friend has already succumbed to.. He infact is dragging his girlfriend to the gym and goes there himself 3 times a day and then he goes out jogging... Or something...

on another note.... Tomorrow shall I lead a horde of nerds to the nearest movie theater and terrorize the staff that is currently working there... We will plunder and pillage and then eat the spoils as we watch a movie of our choice... Now all I need is some strange means to summon them all with out ending up in Egils den watching Sky Digital......

well that's it for now.. Hope you got your times worth... Probably not..

Natas (the fallen feather)

2004-04-13T12:19:00.000Z

The world hates me.. For reasons unknown.

Yesterday I got home from the socially deprived storage containment facility in west Iceland, There I was taken with small number of people that also had been committed... In the end I had won 6 times in Risk and learned 4 new card games... Because frankly that was all we could do.

also when I got home I had been promised a pizza by my food dispenser called mom.. Little did I know that it had planned to ruin my anticipation with a bag of hotdogs... It was bad...

also when I got home I checked on my much disliked blogg site that I am still figuring out why I still use??
The Drug induced post was still there in front of my naked Eyes even though I had deleted it 3 times before I was contained... Which shows how the universe was made by a man with a wicked sense of humor...

and at last, if that isn't bad I now have to drink PEPSI instead of COKE and it has no sugar or soda in it... How could my life become worse????

NaTaS (the fallen feather)

2004-04-05T14:59:00.000Z

TOASTED!!!

today I woke up starving.. And the fact that I was not allowed to eat anything was not helping...

now after sedation, laser tagging and two painkillers I'm in a horrible state I have a huge glacier at my neck and it is still hot.
but then again I get everything I want :) I'm little bit annoyed that I didn't put up a fight like last time but you cant have everything.

now I just have to do nothing and watch the Korean film Guns nÂ´Talks..

have fun and stuff
Agust(the fallen feather)

2004-04-03T17:13:00.000Z

I'm going Insane and I feel fine

Yesterday I did something strange.. I went out and jogged.. And if that wasn't enough I also did some exercises... And the odd thing is I will do it again tomorrow... What is going on??

the worst part is that I haven't been able to get to aikido classes because there is always something that needs my attention..

The worst worst thing is I will be burned next Monday ladies and gentlemen with a frikkin LASER..
so I will lie down and watch "Guns n Talks" which is a Korean film that is just what the doctor ordered...
I guess I will also happen to brawl with the doctor after he sedates me because me and chemicals don't go so well together..

well that is all for today I guess... but hey what do you care??
Agust (the fallen feather)

2004-04-01T19:34:00.000Z

ELECT YOU'RE MAN FOR SCHOOL NEWSPAPER

Its a fresh new day and I'm after blood.

I have put on my communist Red barrey hat and started my campain for the school newspaper (chief editor if lucky)

I alone will face fierce opposition from 2 parties: the freshmen( girls actually) and the semi- Seniors. I have put down both parties into my little black book as annoyance to be dealt with.. Only if I had my own KGB...

though I have the Red barrey I am not infact communist (only a little, more like closet communist). But I wear it to show its idealism the respect it deserves.. Before the bad man came and ruined it all.. (name begins with S ends with TALIN)...

now I only need a little advantage over the other teams, The hat is doing great so far, but I need something extra.. Like theme music... I guess I could stuff two little speakers into my pockets and wire them to my compact CD player...
If you have any suggestions please help comrade in arms.. Eh???

well I guess this is enough for the day....

Takk fyrir og hafiÃƒÂƒÃ‚Â° ÃƒÂƒÃ‚Â¾aÃƒÂƒÃ‚Â° gott
Agust (the fallen feather) Iceland....

2004-04-01T00:10:00.000Z

Now at last I have done what I swore never to do. I began to blog and now I got the urge to spill my guts and spread them around before the janitor finds out.

Now that I'm here I have no idea what I should say so lets start with basics

A) I am invisible, I am the background Person that was made to be lovely scenery while the hero's have fun..

B) I have few loose screws in my head so I pop every now and then and do silly things that NO ONE I repeat NO ONE should do. But hey don't we all do such things now and then....?

C) I would be great if I was gothic, but I'm not fond of people that have no sense of humor and cant smile.. ( must be all the makeup)

D?) I am like every one else so why are you reading this??? No I cant say that can I, we all get bored sooner or later, why not see what others are doing...?

Now I got a question: why do goths dress like they do? Was it the movie The CROW? Or was there a guy who thought "Now I'm going to be different from everyone" and then 3 days later every one was copying him until he became a cardboard figure that was dumped on the trash heap of fashion??
better yet who was the first Goth??

hope you are living more interesting lives than me
Agust (the fallen feather) ÃƒÂž.